The past year has been the most emotional roller coaster I could ever go on. Ups, downs, and loops. I went through all of those things. It was terrifying beyond any other feeling. But you wanna know something? Just like real roller coasters, I was brought back to level ground.
The roller coaster was shaky and I really didn't know how stable it was going to be.
The ups were new friends, new productions, my license. I was on a high for an indefinite time. Then the downs came. Heartbreak, questions, death. I wasn't ready for any of them. They hit me like bricks. I broke down in front of my mom or on my bed, asking how I could do this to myself.
Why was this happening?!
I went on with my life as if nothing was going on. All sun shines and rainbows on the outside, thunder and clouds on the inside. Then it hit me:
Life was actually still going on.
Life would still go on, no matter what. It wouldn't stand still forever. I needed to live my life. I was hurting myself without even trying.
Roller coasters, they're so inevitable. You won't know you're one until you find yourself at the top of a hill and you're falling down, hard. It'll get better, promise. (: MaggieMae909♥
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
Oxygen
We all need oxygen, right? It's something we can't live without. What if we treated God like that? Like he was oxygen and we couldn't live without him? I think about that a lot. He's given so much and we don't even think about it. He obviously WANTS us to live or He wouldn't have even put us on the planet to start with. I sometimes fail to notice this in my day to day life. I fail to pray to Him and thank Him for the amazing things He's given me. I could've fallen horribly into Satan's path last year. Satan was disturbing my life, making me want to do things that were so ungodly. I went against it though, because now I'm so happy.
Life could not be any better. I breath oxygen every single day, which means I'm thinking about God each day. I look outside at the trees and grass and flowers and all the annoying little pests that bother me and know that He put 'em there for a reason.
Now don't think I'm trying to push God onto you. I am so not doing that. I'm not trying to be this so very Christian girl with the best values and she's better than you. I really am not. I fall so many times in my Walk, it's not even funny. I highly doubt this blog will be based on God every single time. This might be the ONLY time I write about Him.
I wonder what this life would be like without churches and bibles and praying? Would people run crazy and not know what to do without the guidance of an omnipotent being? Everyone would feel that they could do whatever, right? They wouldn't feel or see the harm that they cause to themselves and the others.
God is like Santa Claus. He sees you when you are sleeping, knows if you have been good or bad. When that specific day comes around (December 25) and you've been either good or bad, He'll give you what you deserve: coal & switches or shiny new toys that you've had your eyes on for a while.
He knows what you need too. Sometimes you'll get to a point where you just want to sit down and take a rest, but He knows you can't, because if you do, you'll start getting lazy. You'll start not caring. He never wants that for you. He wants you to hold your head up high and be optimistic and worldly.
To sum it up, at the beginning of the day, say a little prayer, which is like a big gulp of air. It'll help you through the day, I promise. (: MaggieMae909 ♥
Life could not be any better. I breath oxygen every single day, which means I'm thinking about God each day. I look outside at the trees and grass and flowers and all the annoying little pests that bother me and know that He put 'em there for a reason.
Now don't think I'm trying to push God onto you. I am so not doing that. I'm not trying to be this so very Christian girl with the best values and she's better than you. I really am not. I fall so many times in my Walk, it's not even funny. I highly doubt this blog will be based on God every single time. This might be the ONLY time I write about Him.
I wonder what this life would be like without churches and bibles and praying? Would people run crazy and not know what to do without the guidance of an omnipotent being? Everyone would feel that they could do whatever, right? They wouldn't feel or see the harm that they cause to themselves and the others.
God is like Santa Claus. He sees you when you are sleeping, knows if you have been good or bad. When that specific day comes around (December 25) and you've been either good or bad, He'll give you what you deserve: coal & switches or shiny new toys that you've had your eyes on for a while.
He knows what you need too. Sometimes you'll get to a point where you just want to sit down and take a rest, but He knows you can't, because if you do, you'll start getting lazy. You'll start not caring. He never wants that for you. He wants you to hold your head up high and be optimistic and worldly.
To sum it up, at the beginning of the day, say a little prayer, which is like a big gulp of air. It'll help you through the day, I promise. (: MaggieMae909 ♥
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